You already know my name is Bill. I'm 47, single, probably more gay than straight, and I live in Florida. In 2001, I was castrated by a burdizzo clamp because, at the time, I felt desperate to control my sex drive, and I felt castration was a solution. I experienced many changes, and while my balls lost 30-50% of there mass, they didn't shrivel up like I expected and I believed I failed. Life went on and eventually I forgot to notice what was different and what was not. In 2002, life got a little tough, no worse than it had before, just tough. This time instead of instinctively fighting back, as I always would have done, I gave in to the dark side of my mind, full of it's self-doubts and self-dislikes. I wound up in a severe depression and didn't even realize it for almost two more years. Finally I climbed out of the depression, and got back to normal. As I took a personal inventory, I started to realize just how much I had changed since my castration. One thing led to another and in 2006 I clamped myself with a burdizzo once again. While it's too soon to say for sure if I achieved 100% success or not, I can say that I seem to have killed what was left of my sex drive! In that way there's no question that I succeeded. Anyway, I am a rather simple person in that have simple wants, needs, and dreams. I have a few close friends, not a lot, and I enjoy spending time with these friends. I also enjoy spending time alone as I do a good job of entertaining myself. Computers are probably my favorite hobby. As you can see, I can design web pages. I also do database design and write some programs. I've taught myself this, because the real hobby is learning and the real reasons I like computers is that there is always something new to learn. I also enjoy reading. Particularly science fiction, and alternative history. Harry Turtledove is my favorite author. I am a dedicated Stargate SG-1 addict, and yes, in it's time, I was a Star Trek junkie, too. But I have never been as dedicated to a TV show as I am to Stargate. Movies are fine, but when you're alone a book is more relaxing than a movie. Movies are great when you have company but that's because of the company, not the movie. At least that's how I feel about movies. I love nature and the outdoors. As well as anything that has to do with the outdoors, like camping, hiking, fishing, canoes or kayaks, etc. But a large part of what I like about nature and the outdoors is the quiet, peaceful nature of it. So this means that noise, like motorboats, four-wheelers, etc., aren't high on my list of priorities. I also do not care for organized sports. I totally HATE football because it's gotten to be so commercial. To me, games are suppose to be something you play for FUN, like with your friends or something. I just don't see the point in keeping track of all these games that OTHER PEOPLE PLAY, and I don't have any where near the patience required to sit still and watch a game on TV or something. I like and admire animals, especially dogs. I believe that we underestimate the intelligence of the average dog dramatically. I don't have a dog right now but plan to get one soon, I hope to always have one. I enjoy spending time with dogs almost more than humans because their motivations are so much more pure! Cats are fine but I don't want them around me. I'm a very kind, generous and honest person by nature. I enjoy helping people, to an extent. I enjoy sharing what I have, to an extent. I have no use for people who won't help themselves and I have no use for alcoholics or drug addicts who give in to their addictions. I also dislike people who push their religion on me, or for that matter, people who try to push anything on me. I also dislike men who wear ties. I am a Christian and to me that means Full Gospel Christianity. We are the people who hug each other and smile and cry and let our emotions show like we are alive, treating Worship as a celebration and experiencing Christianity to it's fullest. Some established religions consider us extremists; I consider them hypocrites. I do not agree with the "Religious Right" because they want to push THEIR religion on others. Politically I believe our two-party system is totally corrupt. The real power lies in the Party, not in the voter. If the politician doesn't follow his party, his party does not finance his campaign. So I will say that I am an environmentalist but a financial conservative, a believer in a the best defense being a good offense. I am a social liberal in that I believe strongly in protecting human rights to the extreme if necessary. But as far as how I vote ... I believe that our best defense is to keep those in power from gaining too much power. So I always vote for whoever is not in power. Republican or Democrat, doesn't matter, both are equal crooks. Just don't vote for whoever won last time. Right now George Bush has given the Republican party a bad name so it might be hard to switch back as the Democrats slowly regain power! My primary goal in life now is to live the rest of my days as peacefully as possible. I don't need some monument to make me feel like I have accomplished something. I don't care about that. If I can die feeling that I have enjoyed each day of my life as much as I could then I will die happy. Of course, I hope to have many more days of happiness before I die.
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