I don't blame you. I'm a very happy Eunuch. Before I was done I had this almost magical vision of an Eunuch, one that was rooted in a lot of the stories I'd read on The Eunuch Archive. Most of the stories seem to silently encourage that: they always seem to paint an Eunuch as an almost perfect figure, like all the effects will be good and none of them will be bad. This is not really true. First off, testosterone has many needs and benefits in the human body and most of them have nothing to do with sex. If you are seriously considering your castration, then I very strongly urge you to investigate hormones, and the effects of hormones on your body before you do anything to yourself. The human body grows and develops until sometime around age 40. Then it begins to decline and age, gradually and slowly, until we die. It's also proven that men experience something called ANDROPAUSE, which is the male menopause, beginning around age 40. Is this a concindence? I think not. I believe that testosterone is the bodies own "fountain of youth". I certainly feel that I have aged quite a bit in the past 7 years and I think a lot of that was caused by my low testosterone - it is one of the reasons that I now take some artificial testosterone. So I do urge you to some research and give the idea a tremendous amount of thought before you make a final decision. Having said all this, I must also say that while I think castration has tremendous risks and a price that may be high, I would not undo my castration even if I could. In my opinion, the rewards are defintely greater than the risks. Even if that means I give away ten years of my life - I would rather have a short life with the peace I have today, than a long life that was as tortured as I was prior to my castration.
I'm not going to kid you, there is nothing that's easy about getting castrated. You can't just go to a doctor and say "cut 'em off" .... and if you just stand there and say "somebody help me" then no one will even take you seriously. Turning a desire like this into reality will take some work on your part. The castration community certainly exists, but you will have convince people that you are serious before anyone's really going to care much about helping you. Now I understand that most people would be reluctant to talk to strangers and ask them for help but if you want someone to help you, then you are going to have to talk, first. Would you buy shoes from a guy who just says "Please buy my shoes" ?? Or would you be more likely to buy them from the guy who tells you WHY you should buy his shoes and talks to you like you were a friend? Well, getting someone to help you with your castration is the same thing. You will have to stick your neck out and make some friends FIRST. SO, I created the Burdizzo Castration Forum & Photo Gallery. This private, members-only forum is a place where those who are interested can meet online and have private discussions, ask questions, get answers, and meet other similar people ... hopefully having some fun along the way. So if you are seriously interested in being castrated, that's my first suggestion. Join the forum and get involved. if you do, then you will find some answers, and slowly but surely, you will meet other people and then, it's very possible that you will find someone who can offer the help you need.
		21 September 2008
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